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Well, as we all know tomorrow is going to be the last day of 2013. Guess what i'm kinda miss the old days of mine on 2013. Too much memories on this year such as bitter sweet moment when i'm taking my STPM examination for the last time and more. It's just too hard to let go and move on to the next chapter. Frankly, i really glad that i'm not at high school anymore. I can't wait to futher my study to Open University Malaysia and i still confius which course that i suppose to take or study. My first option is an early childhood education but my brother asked me to take Human Resource Management course. Both of this courses have a similiarity which is their subject are almost the same. I was born to hate mathematics subject and until now i still hate it because i can't conquer it. Whatever it is, i need to always be prepared and ready to face a new challenge. Maybe i looked weak but with God blessing's and His love i might looked stronger than you. My tiny little heart still had a scar and i hope that it will cure by itself by meeting someone new. Wish you all have a blessing 2014! Happy new year 2014!!

The boy who named F*****~

He was my crush since i was 11 years old and until now i still having a crush on him. For me, he was my dream and perfect guy. I like all about him and he was the apple of my eye. His family already known me for a long time because we went to the same church. I did like all of his family member especially his sister. I still wondering why he was too precious to me. Seems like he was my destiny. No matter how much i did loved someone on my past, he will still be in my haert. I did try to let go of him but he kept appeared my dream. He was studying at Kota Kinabalu and each time if he was planning for going back to Sandakan he will appear in my dream. Seem like he was told me that he was going back to Sandakan. To be Continued

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...." i don't realise that i also can be strong enough without you..."

Well.. it's been a month now and i'm still trying so hard to forget about him.  Thank God for His love and grace that fullfil my empty heart and soul. I just don't want to talk much now. I'm speechless. Sorry...

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Hello August :)

Time goes swiftly on it's way. All i can do is facing all the problems without postpone it and i wish i could stop or control it. Honestly, i still a brokenhearted girl but i guess i was too tough and trying so hard to forget him even though i know it's impossible. Ain't no person would love me as much as he do but he's love starting to decrease day by day. He started to look outside of me not the inside of me. I mean my physical. I know it's not easy for him having a plus size girlfriend and it ain't easy for me too because i'm bigger than my boyfriend. People always make fun of us whenever we were going for a walk. I was hurting a lot. It hurts like hell. His friend always teasing me by saying that i am fat and not suitable for their friend. After 4 years, i decided to leave him and he did accept it at the first place. Recently, he did asked me if i wanna be his girlfriend once more but all i can do was trying to ignore and our conversation ended with fight. I really more prefer that we were fought by ending our conversation because i quite worried that i will be back again with him. Being his girlfriend is the best feeling ever. I love him so much than he know. Loving a person doesn't mean that we are going to own them but loving a person is about how your appreciate them, remember them, love who the way they are, take care of them even though there's a distance that might limited your actions. I, seriously said that forgetting you was the hardest thing i could have done. Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to apart and nobody's tell it would be this hard.