I am miss moving on :)

I don't know for how long I've been single already. Frankly, i was too lazy to count how many month, days or maybe weeks for my new status (single). Physically, my friends said that i was too strong to face it. But, mentally i still missed him though. It's not easy to forget a person that can give so much memories. Especially when we were already reached until the 4th years of our anniversary. The day that I decided to leave him which was i don't remember the date was, i was completely full of hesitation. I don't know what was like to be without him because first thing that i always do on morning was sending him a good morning text and last thing i do was always saying good night to him. Imagine if this routine of mine suddenly stop right away. On day 1, actually i almost send him a good night text. Haha! i almost busted. After 1 month later, he did text me and begged me to come back to him. You know what, i almost said yes but luckily i always thought about the bad side of him that makes me annoyed. Then,until now i still single and yes i did think about him but not much like i used to. Maybe, this moving on thing isn't a big deal for me because i already experience things much harder that moving on. For example, I'd lost my dad on 1999. I can live without a father in my family for almost 15 years. So, breaking up with my ex is easy for me.

1 day left!

Well, as we all know tomorrow is going to be the last day of 2013. Guess what i'm kinda miss the old days of mine on 2013. Too much memories on this year such as bitter sweet moment when i'm taking my STPM examination for the last time and more. It's just too hard to let go and move on to the next chapter. Frankly, i really glad that i'm not at high school anymore. I can't wait to futher my study to Open University Malaysia and i still confius which course that i suppose to take or study. My first option is an early childhood education but my brother asked me to take Human Resource Management course. Both of this courses have a similiarity which is their subject are almost the same. I was born to hate mathematics subject and until now i still hate it because i can't conquer it. Whatever it is, i need to always be prepared and ready to face a new challenge. Maybe i looked weak but with God blessing's and His love i might looked stronger than you. My tiny little heart still had a scar and i hope that it will cure by itself by meeting someone new. Wish you all have a blessing 2014! Happy new year 2014!!

The boy who named F*****~

He was my crush since i was 11 years old and until now i still having a crush on him. For me, he was my dream and perfect guy. I like all about him and he was the apple of my eye. His family already known me for a long time because we went to the same church. I did like all of his family member especially his sister. I still wondering why he was too precious to me. Seems like he was my destiny. No matter how much i did loved someone on my past, he will still be in my haert. I did try to let go of him but he kept appeared my dream. He was studying at Kota Kinabalu and each time if he was planning for going back to Sandakan he will appear in my dream. Seem like he was told me that he was going back to Sandakan. To be Continued

Crush :)

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...." i don't realise that i also can be strong enough without you..."

Well.. it's been a month now and i'm still trying so hard to forget about him.  Thank God for His love and grace that fullfil my empty heart and soul. I just don't want to talk much now. I'm speechless. Sorry...

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