It's not easy to be me

It's about 3 weeks and a half I've been living in this new place that called Kuala Lumpur. During that time I was struggle so many things such as muscle pain, sick, hard to remember the notes that has been given to me and so on. This only happens during this 3 weeks and half. I'm sure that during my 3 years and half here,there will be so much struggle and obstacles that I will be facing. Thinking of that, sometimes I'm quite afraid. When it comes to lean on God and trust HIM, there are seems no worry at all. Even though I'm sick or else, there will be something or someone will come and take care or things that can help me to face it. So far, my university life wasn't that bad. Living in this hostel was my first time. I mean before this I never experience living in a hostel because the school that I went was so close to my home sweet home. Speaking of home, I really miss it so much. Not only the home but its content too. I mean my family. hehe. The person I missed the most is my mother. Mommy, I really miss you. Since I was her little girl, I was the closest person to my mother. I always accompany her to go anywhere such as going to church, shopping and more. When it comes to plan something for our family, me and my mother always had a same opinion. Sometimes I think that I'm so desperately finding a "boyfriend" in this university. I hate it because I will always meet a wrong person rather than the right person. But girl, life isn't about love. The reason I came here was I want to study and graduate. Like my geography teacher said: kejar cita-cita dahulu dan cinta akan muncul dengan sendiri. I always keep this quotes in my mind. Also, when you stop finding and it will come by it's own. This is only an alternative and I still believe that God's plan simply the best among the best.

An adult life.

I've been about a week at the capital city of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur. The reason why I'm being here is because I got an offer to persuade my study here at University of Malaya. I'm taking language & linguistics ( Spanish ). Actually, this was my first choice on UPU and I was so trilled by knowing that I did pass the interview and manage to enter the most prestigious university in Malaysia. My first impression when I saw the UPU result, I almost forgot where I am. Of course with happy tears and excited. Well, there's so many things that need to be done for example having my medical check up, changing my identification card, opening a new account bank and more. Entering University of Malaya was actually not my aim. I was aiming to enter the other university that near to my hometown Sandakan. I was hoping that I will entering University Malaysia Sabah (UMS) or University Technology Mara (UITM) because it was situated on Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. But, whatever it is I'm so thankful because God gave me this opportunity to study here and makes my mama proud. She almost telling the whole world that I am entering University of Malaya. I'm gonna continue makes my mama proud of me because I was the less active daughter she ever had and having health problems that always be her burden. With God nothing is impossible! Praise the Lord.