I hope you will understand it.

Maybe, I was being punished by my behavior that often judging a person. Whenever I did a small mistake, there's a group of people starting to judge me. Not only my mistake, they also will judge the whole me. Yes, sometimes I did escape a few of my class. That doesn't mean I'm planning to be a failure. If I do so, I won't be bother to enter to university. Sometimes, people didn't understand that a person will go through their ups and downs. Didn't they have it? oh yeah, I forgot. I'm not part of them. Doesn't mean I didn't care about them. If they having a problems, I will be a person who will try as much as I can to understand you condition. Now, I know how is it to taste my own medicine. So, I will be a better person that I was before. Remember, karma will always come after you. Aside of judging, you can also help the person or asking why they become like that. Is not that hard right? Unless you are heartless :/ But, sometimes I wish I can be heartless so that I can bear with all the mixed feelings. Unfortunately, we can't blame our God for creating hearts. I believe all of HIS creation are great and beautiful. We should be thankful all the time. Back to my main topic, I feel like I was being alienated by my own classmate. Never mind then, it's not like the end of the world. But at least, appreciate people that has come or go from your life. You might meet them only for awhile and goodbye's seems like forever. Above all, I just only trying to say that at least make an effort to respect other people. Even if it is very bad, they didn't even asked for it. Perhaps, after them, you are next. Learn from other people or your mistake. I believe it will help you to become a better person, more matured and more tolerance. It's not that hard to be a better person. Effort is all we need :)