I am miss moving on :)

I don't know for how long I've been single already. Frankly, i was too lazy to count how many month, days or maybe weeks for my new status (single). Physically, my friends said that i was too strong to face it. But, mentally i still missed him though. It's not easy to forget a person that can give so much memories. Especially when we were already reached until the 4th years of our anniversary. The day that I decided to leave him which was i don't remember the date was, i was completely full of hesitation. I don't know what was like to be without him because first thing that i always do on morning was sending him a good morning text and last thing i do was always saying good night to him. Imagine if this routine of mine suddenly stop right away. On day 1, actually i almost send him a good night text. Haha! i almost busted. After 1 month later, he did text me and begged me to come back to him. You know what, i almost said yes but luckily i always thought about the bad side of him that makes me annoyed. Then,until now i still single and yes i did think about him but not much like i used to. Maybe, this moving on thing isn't a big deal for me because i already experience things much harder that moving on. For example, I'd lost my dad on 1999. I can live without a father in my family for almost 15 years. So, breaking up with my ex is easy for me.